Bring the phone.
Big feelings. Small words. No wisdom to speak of.
Bring the phone
-- for the witnesses in Minneapolis, especially the woman in the pink jacket
in the Before time,
you may have fooled yourself
into believing in privacy, fooled yourself
into trusting
trust—
and the concept of your own business,
which you’ve minded quite well until now.
you may have thought you (of all people)
were safe from the Eye and the Ears,
until you learned they could watch and
listen — did watch and
listen — had been
listening and tracking
everything, all of us, all along.
and you said to a friend, back then,
so what? i haven’t done anything
to feel guilty about.
but today you will learn that guilt
is irrelevant—
and relevance
does not matter.
you will get ready
again
for a march
for a vigil
for a protest— peaceful, you’ll say,
peaceful—
and you’ll write your attorney’s
details
with a sharpie
on your forearm and you’ll
pick up your keys—
and you’ll ask the empty room whether it’s safe
to bring
this tracking device—
this lifeline—
this collector of facts—
and you suspect that you’ll never (any longer) be anonymous—
not with the Eyes, the Ears, the Mouths,
in hot pursuit
with their stinking-dead-fish mounds
of so-called
evidence—
and the picture you will soon hold in your trembling
hand
will be worth a thousand lies.
Bring the phone.



A year ago when Musk and his minions were ransacking the federal government, the advice to groups starting to mobilize in protest was to leave our phones at home to keep The Man from tracking and identifying us. Just a year ago. Maybe in Year Two we’ll collectively emerge from our incredulous stupor and show up in numbers that will make a difference. Right now I am so mad that I think, “I DON’T CARE!” I don’t care…let them track and identify me. I have kids and grandkids and am in the last couple of decades of my life, most likely. If not now to put fear aside, when? I keep waiting for someone to recruit old women for undercover work. Would I be THAT brave? I don’t know.
Your poem is sad and inspiring, spare but heavy. Thanks for writing and sharing it.
Yes! You've captured something important about what's changed for all of us.